Doktor Berselfie Tak Beretika

Nak komen jugak. Tak kire. Haha. Memandangkan kejadian berlaku di tempat yang tiap2 hari aku bekerja, jadi kite wajib komen. Hihi. Gambar tersebut tak perlu aku post kat sini. Rata2 yang tahu kes ni dah tengok. Dan dah keluar di berita pun. For me, it is simple. If one of my houseman do that, siap la kau ye. Kuikuikui. Kes emergency macam tu, kau boleh plak nak berselfie bagai.

Sama je mereka semua, tak berfikir panjang.

1. Orang yang di dalam gambar (gembira siap posing bagai)

2. Orang yang mengambil gambar (perlu ke weh?)

3. Orang yang sebarkan gambar (kau tak tahu kuasa 'dunia tanpa sempadan' ke?')

Jangan lupa etika seorang doktor.

Jaga MARUAH pesakit.

Di situ bererti seorang doktor itu menjaga MARUAH dirinya sendiri.

Satu benda yang aku sendiri pernah buat tanpa memikirkan akibatnya. Kadang2 untuk lihat jelas di bahagian dalam alat sulit pesakit, kami perlu gunakan torchlight. Dan kadang2 nak tunggu torchlight sampai, punya berjam2 (exaggerate lebih). So, saya guna aplikasi 'torch' dari handphone canggih2 zaman sekarang. Sampai la satu hari, one of my specialist tegur, 'Don't do that. You might not know if patient sue you'. Oh ya! Betul jugak, Kita sua hp untuk guna torchlight. Mana pesakit tahu. Dia ingat kita ambil gambar alat sulit dia plak. Since that, I never do that again.

Ada pernah sekali, aku ambil gambar alat sulit baby yang aku sendiri tak sure ape masalahnya. Ibu baby tu memang nampak teragak2 tapi aku tekankan yang aku nak tunjuk kepada pakar untuk dapatkan kepastian. Lepas selesai, aku delete gambar tu depan ibu baby tersebut.

So please please please, for me as well, think before you do anything.

Harap kes ni jadi pengajaran untuk kite semua.

p/s nak selfie sangat, selfie muka sendiri je. BYE.

eyebag masih ada sebab kena bangun pagi nak kejar OT.

My MOG Entrance Exam Result

Its been a long long month... and as expected... =(

I know there are several reasons behind it.

-1-

Yes. Not enough preparation. I took less than a month to study. And yet expecting to pass?? Not fair for those yang dah berbulan2 bertungkus-lumus kan?

-2-

I am not ready. They said, just take it and you will be ready for the next chapter in your life. But I am still not ready till now. In my last entry I told you that I still do not know whether to apply for master in case I pass my exam, right? Remember? Let say if I pass but I do not apply for master. So I will reduce the chances of those who really wants to do master. So, better get ready next time.

-3-

I stressed-up myself when I did not have enough time to study. Which saya sendiri yang salah sebab tak study awal2. When I stressed, I easily get irritated. I scolded my kids when they tried to get nearer to me. I even scolded suami If he did not take care of kids when I tried to study. Then I blamed him for not being supportive while I was trying to study. No BARAKAH at all in what you was doing. What have I done? 

I think that less than a month duration while I was trying to study, me = incredible hulk.

-4-

They said, most people did not pass in their 1st attempt. If I pass my 1st attempt, I think my HIDONG WILL BE KEMBANG SEMANGKUK. So Allah do not want be to become riak. HE wants me to keep remember HIM. Always looks down.

So, basically I was not ready. My kids were not ready. My husband also not ready. I will try to be ready next time before I decide what to do in my life.

MOG Entrance Exam

Short update on my work-life.

Pejam celik pejam celik, it's almost 2 years I've been in O&G (-9mo confinement). Then I started thinking of the hala tuju of my career. Do I want to be a specialist? Or continue to be a chronic MO? Or migrate to private sector? Which I am truly not a business minded person.

Orang pun asek push push... 

Finally, I went for this MOG Entrance Exam. 

Exam untuk kau masuk sambung master untuk jadi pakar lah. Do I really want it? Do I really want to be a pakar? I still have no concrete answer. But the exam I sat is just for the beginning of the new chapter in my life.

Currently, I still waiting for the result. I took less than a month to really push myself to study. If I fail, I know why. If I pass, Alhamdulillah. It is a rezki for me. If I fail, I will sit for the next entrance exam in November. If I pass, I still not decided whether to straight away apply for master or not. 

But I already plan to sit for Part 1 MRCOG in March 2016. I better kumpul duit and start study from now. HIHI.